Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Into the New Year I Go

I floundered a bit in December.  At least that is what it felt like to me.  If I had not had the support and direction of my "Inner Guidance" I would have lost myself completely.  But thankfully, I was able to work through each difficult day with the "tools" I have acquired over the years.  Daily intentional circulation of my energy through my energy centers, body and aura, Reiki, meditation, working the "Formula for Emotional Control",  living in the "state of acceptance" and processing uncomfortable emotions with awareness and acknowledgement got me through and I sense I am stronger within than ever before.

The heaviness lifted and I find myself more connected to my spirituality than ever.  I have a nasty cold right now.  My first sickness of any type for a long long time.  I am utilizing this as a reminder to rest my mind, body and spirit for a few days and continue to process the new level of energy vibration I sense all through me.  The vibrational frequency has increased immensely and it is taking me some time to get accustomed to it.

I have noted a couple of abilities that seem to have risen up from all of this upheaval inside me.  Maybe I have always had these particular abilities but did not have the conscious awareness of them.  I don't know for sure.  But it is amazing and a little daunting at the same time.  But like everything else, I have faith that my Guidance will help me utilize these gifts for the greatest good for me and others.

I will expound more on this in a few days but for right now I am letting my Self settle into it.

I am just thankful the heaviness has lifted.  My curiosity and delight in life has returned.  I feel bigger somehow...and not just because of eating holiday goodies (Which I did indulge in..*sighs*.a lot).   Maybe the word is "expansive".   My range of possibilities and faith have expanded beyond my previous conscious capacity.

It's difficult to explain the unexplainable with words.  I will just step into the New Year and see where it leads me.

I wish everyone a very happy, healthy, loving and prosperous New Year!