I am working through the "psychic/emotional" dilemma of the past few days. It is settling around me and I feel much calmer. The impact of this event is not resolved. I don't think it is meant to be resolved. However, I stopped resisting this force pulsing within me. I have reached a state of acceptance. What is happening is happening. I am not trying to change it, shove it away, push against it or escape. What I feel inside, what I perceive as phenomena around me will be as it is. I am willing to stand still and accept this experience. Whatever it may be. I still don't know exactly. I am in observation mode now.
Although I still feel a strong current of sadness, frustration and anger within me. It remains an uncomfortable current. Like a flood of feeling channeling through me. But instead of going around in circles and lashing out, I am consciously processing the coursing uncomfortable energies.
I know in time I will have learned something valuable from this cycle. But as I am writing this, I sense a change within me. That's all. I can't make any sense of this. I won't even try right now. I will continue to process and observe the sensations. As I move along, step by step, I will reconfigure and change whatever is necessary to put me in the correct "Flow".
This is a day to day summary of my healing, expansion and growth journey. It is about Meditation, Magic, Healing, Emotions and Reiki. Over the years I have learned so much from my experiences. I realize these things are all part of the human condition and it connects us all.
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