Sunday, June 5, 2011
Work In Progress
For many years I have practiced meditation and gave myself Reiki daily. As I mentioned before, this helped me through the really difficult times in my life. For the last six months, since I moved to West Virginia, I have meditated and given myself Reiki multiple times a day.
I utilize a number of "tools"; as I have outlined before; that were given to me by my "Inner Guidance". For example, the formula for processing emotions, "Acceptance", acknowledging and observing emotional discomfort and painful emotional patterns. I have made great progress. My perception and interpretation of events and situations has evolved drastically. However, I have a lot more damage and baggage to process. Obviously.
This week my "Inner Guidance" led me to begin intensive Reiki Treatments using Karuna Reiki®. I use both types of Reiki but for my daily treatments I use Usui with one or two Karuna Reiki symbols thrown in. But this
week it was Karuna Reiki®, every symbol. Twice a day from Monday until today. Today only once.
Thursday I noticed I was beginning to feel really sad with a strange aching inside me. I observed it and processed it. Friday I woke with swollen glands under my ears, a runny nose and a headache. Saturday I had a fever and I ached. Today I am just miserable and tired.
Today I gave in and haven't done anything. No housecleaning, no laundry, no yard work. Just more Reiki and I drank a lot of water. I am having a Reiki Healing Crises. I feel terrible but yet I have this knowing that this is a great moment. I am processing a lot of deeply buried things and I have released a lot of stagnant energy around these buried parts. I can't explain how I know this ..but I know I am not really sick with flu or virus. I have had the flu and viruses before and this is so different. Similar symptoms but the feeling inside me is almost like a clearing out. It's difficult to explain.
My "Inner Guidance" tells me I will start feeling better tomorrow. I love Reiki! Even today when I am feeling so uncomfortable.