Hmmmm..I have another cold. What could that mean?

I can't believe it. I have a cold. Without any warning it just was upon me. What does this mean? I realize now I have a distinct pattern of getting colds in the spring and end of summer. Since I was a child.

I am thankful that I am in a position to nurture myself through it. Unlike in the recent past where I just had to plow through the endless grueling days no matter what. But I also now have time to peruse this pattern. What could it mean?

In my Healer's Apprenticeship Program...the last class I attended on herbalism, the instructor spoke of something similar. About certain people getting colds and pneumonia the same time every year. It could indicate a past life issue or a person's yearly decision to live or die.

With me, I wonder if it is a past life issue. I have never really delved into that part of my being. I have had flashes of it here and there and I have spoke to my son-in-law about the relevancy of past life regression through hypnotherapy.

I am going to work with my Guides and maybe look into these seemingly regularly scheduled colds I acquire every year. At least I have not had pneumonia. This was like the first year in many I haven't. I really think it has more to do with a past life issue than an indecision about whether I want to live or not. While I am here..I choose life..to the fullest degree. With as much joy and adventure as I can squeeze into it.

Well..I have tiger balmed my sinuses, Reikied myself for hours and now I have made some nettle tea. I will ponder this dilemma. I would really like to break this pattern.

I don't require a bout of sickness to remind me to nurture myself. I am all about self nurturing now. And not just when I don't feel well. So that much I have learned. And to help me contemplate I will be playing my favorite selection for meditation. Enjoy! I love Anugama!